I met her on July 3, 2015. I was drunk.
We walked on the Boardwalk. She held my hand.
Months later, I was drunk. She left.
We got together.
Later, we broke up.
Then, we got together, again.
Rx.
19 months separated between us.
She sent me a Happy Thanksgiving.
We computed.
Seems we are fini.
She screamed in my face.
I was stoned.
I reacted.
I went crazy.
I didn't hear her apologize.
I thought she had a
New boyfriend.
Seemed, that way.
But. . .
Never know.
"My Old Friend" was sent from (deceased) John Lennon (JL) to Carl Perkins subconscious.
This email is what I had written:
My Old Friend [Lyrics]
On the Isle of Montserrat
. . . She and I went to
Hawaii, Paris, Caribbean, etc.
But she loved to
Tavel.
And she went simply everywhere.
She loved to travel.
I disappeared.
. . . On the Boardwalk.
It was Love.
Still, I loved her.
Forever.
Things were odd,
Long ago.
July 3, 2015.
I was drunk.
I love her
On the Boardwalk.
At that moment.
Forever.
It was more than half a century ago.
We were in the 8th grade.
It was a brand new party.
The lights went out.
The music was slow.
I'm pretty sure I kissed at least 4 or 5 girls.
One of those kisses,
Was astonishing.
It was the greatest kiss
I had ever experienced.
Actually, between three and four times
Of breaking up.
She said, "I need a break,"
In between, three and four.
She was a traveler.
I let her go.
Fourth time.
She was happy,
I think.
I believe she is happy without me.
Women usually use make-up.
Women usually grow longer hair.
Guys don't use make-up, usually.
Women look better with make-up.
Are women more artistic
with make-up?
Seems so.
watch: Bum
"Hallelujah, I'm a Bum"; Song [sung] by Al Jolson. Who re-did the lyrics? Rodgers and Hart? Apparently. . . . . . . The weather's getting fine.The coffee tastes like wine.You happy hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!" Why work away for wealth When you can travel for your health? It's spring, you hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!" Your home is always near;The moon's your chandelier;Your ceiling is the sky,Way up high. The road is your estate,The earth your little dinner plate;It's spring, you hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!" Rockefeller's busy giving dough away;Chevrolet is busy making cars;Hobo, you keep busy when they throw away. Slightly used cigars. Hobo, you've no time to shirk.You're busy keeping far away from work.The weather's getting fine.The coffee tastes like wine.You happy hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!" Why work away for wealth When you can travel for your health? It's spring, you hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!" Your home is always near;The moon's your chandelier;Your ceiling is the sky, Way up high. The road is your estate,The earth your little dinner plate;It's spring, you hobo, sing,"Hallelujah, I'm a bum again!"
https://www.amazon.com/Hallelujah-Im-Bum-Al-Jolson/dp/B00005S8KT
Maybe she is 25.
I will live about 50 years over her age.
She would be around 35, when I die (ten years from now).
(Maybe tomorrow.)
Everyone dies.
What happens?
Unknown. Any evidence?
Heaven, Hell, etc.
The Bible?
If you believe what you believe,
Okay.
After 25 years or so, I have abandoned "Just For Men". It's a good product.
Going grey. Or is it Gray?
Who knows?
The National Football League (NFL) football teams of Giants and Jets moved from New York City to East Rutherford, New Jersey (NJ).
But the teams are claimed to be "New York" teams, while the teams play in New Jersey.
Howard Cosell wrote about that, long before he died.
Isn't it an insult to the New Jersey football fans?
Seems to be.
Maris hit 61 homers in 1961.
But Maris HR'ed 61 HRs during the 162 game season. Ruth hit 60 HRs during the season via 154 games.
I think there might still be as a "seasonal" asterisk in the Hall of Fame. Not sure.
Aaron Judge hit 62nd homers in 2022 ! Judge broke Maris' record.
Judge will be a free agent. Will the Mets get him? Will the Yankees get him? Others? Probably LA Dodgers. Astros? Who knows. Will update.
It's all about money. Kinda.
In other words, again . . .
Babe Ruth hit 60 home runs (HRs) in a 154 game season.
Roger Maris hit 61 HRs in 1961, in a 162 game season.
Aaron Judge hit 62 HRs in 2022, which broke Maris' record.
There should be a distinction between a 154 game season vs. a 162 game season.
And then there is Barry Bonds. According to the web: "San Francisco Giants slugger Barry Bonds . . . hit his record-breaking 73rd homer in a [162 game] season back" in 2001.
How many HRs did Barry Bonds hit in home runs in 154 games? (Haven't found.)
Yeah, I thought about that dream,
And I was mesmerized.
Mesmerized.
Google says, "mes·mer·ize
It is so horrible to watch ballgames on YES (Yankee Entertainment and Sports Network), and SNY (SportsNet New York), and NYC Channel 11) while the cameras focus on the NYC managers over and over and over again, in between pitches.
For example, the camera focuses on Aaron Boone while he keeps spitting out nut shells and blows bubble gum, in between pitches. Why focus on that guy? It's disgusting.
Primarily, camera persons don't need to focus on the manager, except when the manager comes out of the dugout or during a crucial play.
Producers need to focus on the pitcher and the batter, not on the managers when the game is on.
Who cares that the managers are watching the game? The managers are so boring to watch.
Producers need to focus on the managers when there's an argument with the umpires, or the manager leaves the dugout, etc.
Focusing on Boone while he is blowing bubbles and spitting out nutshells is disgusting to watch.
Terrible production.
Who hired these producers? What a waste.
Oh yeah...why do they repeat the same commercials over and over and over again on SNY during the baseball games? Another waste.
P.S. I watched the Mets lose to the Phillies 2-1, on 8/12/2022. There was a 90% lessening of a focus on Managers during the Apple TV broadcast. Better production.
In Seinfeld, Season 2, Episode 1, George's ex-girlfriend attaches to Jerry. But she does not like his comedic act. She calls his presentation, "Fluff."
The definition of "fluff" has changed recently, on the website. As I recall, the definition was trivial, before things changed. Now, the definition has become different.
I consulted my old dictionary...which said, in one version, "to make a mistake."
Things are changing rapidly.
Fluff.
Seinfeld as a stand-up comedian is not funny, to me (I'm tough to laugh). Great presentation otherwise.
Having lost the life of my Love, I signed up for the Zoosk online dating site a couple of days ago (around 7/10/22).
So many of the women on that site use photos that are 20+ and 40+ years younger than what they actually are.
Twenty years ago, I used to enrol on many dating sites. Back then, I was younger. Had many dates back then. Not anymore.
Oh well, whatever happens happens.
What happens when a woman "viewed" you on the Zoosk website, a number of times? Not sure what that means. Am I supposed to be aggressive, and reply? Not my style. (It seems to be a Zoosk program, see below.)
Written messages from women are rare. I wrote "messages" to many women, but I got very few replies. Often, the women simply didn't reply. Maybe they don't know how? It's a complicated platform ("Zoosk").
Also, I spent $100 on "1,800 Zoosk coins." I used 300 coins to allegedly attract more women via an enhanced search. The enhanced search was 3x (3 times) more than the usual, Zoosk said. During the first adventure, attractive women who connected with me were often so many many miles (50+ miles, on average) away (not scientific; random). Same result after a second time. Waste of $100.
I discovered that the Zoosk program impersonates people, it seems! I get many "views" that are bogus, and others get "views" from me that I did not view, allegedly. Faux "views." Waste of money. My opinion. However, I did communicate with a few women (no dates).
It seems, allegedly, that Zoosk is using a bogus "connection" program, which is to inspire others to attach with others.
Four times, four women sent me a "big heart" to me. None of those women ever responded to my messages. Fixed? Seems so. Programmatically? Seems so.
Fake personalities are alleged and proffered. Wondering about the contracts between the alleged "fake personalities" and Zoosk.
Zoosk deleted my take on the Zoosk program, on Zoosk.
Zoosk is using a program that arranges "zooms", over and over and over again, allegedly.
Also, Zoosk deleted my opinion on the Zoosk personal format. DELETED! Oh well.
Then, I discovered, that there are three dots in the upper right hand corner of a person's photograph, which is disguised. You can eliminate those persons via those dots. Two steps. Follow.
It seems that humans are working for Zoosk. And they do a good job.
All of the above is opinionated.
All of the above is alleged.
All of the above is above.
Bottom line: At my age, Zoosk sucks.
Does Consciousness survive Death? Does the soul actually exist?
I'm wondering about Life after Death. And Reincarnation. I wrote about that in my second book.
Yeah, I believe that Life continues on after Death.
In this life, I've communicated with those who have died. I believe that the connection to departed persons is real. Felt absolutely real.
So yeah, Life continues on after Death, it seems.
